In the face of abnormal behavior, it’s okay to resort to unorthodox means. You tried your best. You did your best. To communicate. To bond. To be heard. To hear. All of it. You did all of it. You left no stone unturned. And so it’s okay to trust your gut. Even if it’s at the expense of being a little risky. It’s only risky to the fearful one in you. But to your self, it’s natural, simple, logical.
Believe it or not, you are the sane one here. You belong here. You deserve to be treated with love, simplicity and respect. That’s not too much to ask.